Saturday, July 26, 2008

I Believe in Yesterdays

I didn't mean to come off as Walt the whining Wanker yesterday, but I suppose I did. I guess I'm in a reflective period - kinda like Picasso and his pink period, but gayer. I did receive some great advice though yesterday after writing that. A man much wiser than I told me to stop looking in the mirror before I crash into the oncoming tree. Allusions to bad Brendan Fraser movies aside (sorry Amor...), it's very true.
I've noticed this as well in my history. As I stand in a moment in my life, I think about how much better it could be. I never enjoyed HS basketball because of it and I lost it through my stupidity. I could go on, but this was supposed to be uplifting. I think the first thing I enjoyed while I was doing it and recognized it was UCB.
I guess what I'm saying is that, I feel like I'm in a transitional phase already. Something lie ahead. There is this 'thing' out there that awaits me. A 'thing' that I don't want to talk about for fear of ruining. A 'thing' that I can't wait for. A 'thing' that I only hope I have the balls to chase when the time is right...
Okay the repetition 'thing' is getting annoying even to me.

PS - for any of you wondering, Barnes is okay. He informed me that he was taking a hiatus from the Show. But I assure he's okay and will be back and sarcastic as ever - maybe sooner rather than later if his beloved Jets sign Brett Favre.

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